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1 response to meme. Crumbs (For Nykyo)

First of all I apologize a casino for the delays in responding to the meme. There were periods of little to do and of immoderate fuck, but who knows me knows that leaving things unfinished is a worm that gnaws at me inside and then at least I am going to answer the first request.
know that will not be easy and probably not exhaustive, but I try.


And so my nykyo asked me Crumbs!
Crumbs ... I can not speak of
crumbs in a second if you do not introduce the first chapter of the trilogy which is basically a prime example of how I see the relationship between Sirius and Severus adolescents. After giving birth
"predestination" (if I read that now makes me smile), I think it is precisely the trilogy "The Bet" that allowed me to shed light on the dynamics of that relationship.

In my sick mind I knew that Sirius and Severus were made for each other. Inextricably. No possibility of escape.
I also knew that they were still wrong for two people to unhappiness for both a set of entirely different reasons. If
with "predestination" from a condition completely reversed (ie, that Death Eaters Severus had become due to the machinations of Albus) was already clear that what binds these two at the beginning is still a passion, almost insane.
Carnal.
not just a stroke of lightning. Just stuff with meat. Bodies that fit perfectly.
But not only that. Or rather, is what makes the difference and unites them beyond everything. They may hate each other and get hurt and destroy, but they are still bodies that fit perfectly in the end. Pieces of that puzzle.
Theirs is a relationship that must be connected otherwise their lives are incomplete.
In fact two are and remain unhappy about the choices we make, however, or those that others make for them.

clarified this (and after an interlude with some other stories) was born "The Bet" . And "winning" is already talk of this carnal relationship that binds them and they will be forever prisoners. They do not accept and do not understand or want to understand what actually interpenetrate. Even in "Prisoners" go beyond what they need to possess.

was already clear that, after the bet and Prisoners (writing that cast), I did not feel satisfied with the narrative cycle. It was an unfinished story. It is felt that their relationship was strong but not how. I did not mean it was just sex though sex and are an inseparable Malevolence (because Sirius and Severus wants so do not mind at all, let's face). The period
"Crumbs" is a period of great inspiration. We chatted until the wee hours on Skype and ideas staple. And Ny is the time he wrote his "The Pride".
There, in that wonder is the inspiration for my Sirius in Azkaban.

That said I do not remember exactly what prompted me to write more than what I said.
There was definitely a hand in New York and Mary (our chats are well known) and certainly there was a desire to contend with the horror of Azkaban.

I remember that my first idea (the dawn) was also wildly pair of them in the dirty cell, but we know that each story takes its own life and those two homunculi there are a force unheard of. Do not allow to write things that fall within the likelihood. Maybe in a porno of the lowest level I would be able to complete my mad plan, but this history has left behind very quickly the idea of making a PWP.
Sirius Sirius is not the teenager, who is a Sirius has almost nothing human. And that there, Sirius does not allow you to write strange and complicated when it embraces barely stand up. But it could be like this. The prison, which Rowling describes the dementors all over with those damn leaves no way out.
It is in this atmosphere of madness and despair that the mere possession flesh it turns out that between those two and there is no always been that other form of ownership. That click unequivocally that makes them part of a one.
There's the beauty blinding and deafening of young Sirius. There is no longer Severus confused and unable to react to their instincts.
can no longer tell stories. Maybe he should have more. They no longer have the power to deceive.
But for them there is hope.
knows Sirius, Severus and knows even more importantly I knew.
I knew the end would do both, even then.
So there is acceptance, finally, the love that binds them (because it is' love even in the most savage of the term) but also the bitter awareness of not being able to live. He had never had the chance. Even Severus, although at the time refuse to see, he felt that there is a reason for the refusal to Sirius. One reason that has no desire to learn right now.
But how could I otherwise try to justify the hatred that Severus rivederselo in front of the Shack? Severus remember or want to remember only his refusal and the huge demand that Sirius gave him. To survive the pain we build an entire galaxy of lies and half truths.
So no romance or schmaltz for my prince couple. They will have discussions and furious arguments (as in the idol of Ny) and misunderstanding fueled by years. But there are also times of unbridled passion because they are tied with double outlet, because sometimes they are small trifles to bind you forever.
All they can do then is to live for those moments.

I can not be clearer than this, but if someone has to argue or ask for an explanation I'm ready!
E 'with the dialogue that I wrote most of my stories. With dialogue, you can probably expand even mutilated this account of my misdeeds. ;) Ps

the construction of the story (of a titanic effort I would say almost!) I did not say anything because I seem to have gutted the thing in different responses to comments, but if anyone has questions ask! The XD
fantastic song that Sirius whispers to the moon is totally mine.
To write the piece with Sirius because it took me a life I was speechless. I only had in mind the image of him laying down that hole and a blade spectral moon (as in bet) that the lights at times. Here too the moon hides un'orrore that in "The bet was that sly smile and the intent" cheat "(XD) of Sirius. Here is Sirius same horror.
short, I had this image and nothing else. A betrayal flashed in my mind that mutilated words aside with frustration until I realized that if I wanted to unlock and continue were precisely the ones that I write. Obviously for me were the words "powerful" the only ones that could explain what I felt to Azkaban.