[RPS - X Factor] Euphoria Title: Euphoria Fandom: RPS - X Factor
Characters: Henry - Matteo - Noemi
Pairing: Henry / Matthew
Rating: PG13 Genre: Introspective one-shot Word Count
: 1078 (reading words)
Warnings: mild slash .
Summary: "The evening went well and yet it is as if we dragged out by force of inertia shaky between fatigue and euphoria." Disclaimer: These people are real but what is said there is absolutely invented . There is no gain nor I want to hurt anyone!
Notes: Join
Temporal-mind and the prompt is just below the title.
(And I'm two! Yay!)
The story takes place on the same day last race. The ninth episode damn! Because I feel under the skin that Henry ù___ù goodbye today, I had to post and here I am.
Thanksgiving at my double-beta always
Mary . "But Henry is the fat guy?" He asked. I still do not have the faintest idea what's betando, but is making progress and I avoid grammatical horrors. I bow.
Euphoria "Happiness is a feather pillow, the water of the river that passes will go on. "(Happiness - Al Bano and Romina Power) euphoric state may result from pathological conditions ... [cut] or be present in healthy people with good character and optimistic, or due to events involving positive and rewarding.
(Euforia - Wikipedia)
The person in the manic phase is without inhibitions: he says what he thinks is very uninhibited and unrestrained in sexual activity.
(One of the symptoms of the form bipolar manic depression)
I lift my eyes from the book and he's there leaning against the doorway looking at me.
I just have time to see her smile fading slightly when touched like never existed.
does not say a word. None.
She turns and walks away.
and 'very late and yet none of us still can not sleep. Naomi also sings in his room. I get tired for no
hide a yawn.
join them in the room and he is committed to fold some clothes. When I enter it even once.
I threw myself on his bed on his stomach and I am looking at him.
We are all still here. The evening went well and yet it is as if we dragged out by force of inertia shaky between fatigue and euphoria.
I miss my girls. I miss my wife. Most times I miss so that pain becomes even sing, but I know that now there is no place for them if they want to sleep, not at this time. Now I need to blow out the last remnants of adrenaline, even the ones that jam session was able to dispel.
"Are you done?" I ask pressing her cheek against the pillow caught between his forearms.
"Almost."
turns to look for a moment, then returns to the fold last things. It seems quiet but I know that it is not. He too is still tense at this time would otherwise have to purr between the covers and not to fix the room.
"Come, come!", I said almost angrily.
finally looks at me, but not smiles.
Is there anything that will not allow it and I can not imagine what it is.
"do not have to stay here," he says cautiously and felt a twang in the voice, forced. "Not today."
not the answer because it is clearly a lie and also because the need is there. It 's my.
sighs. His is a weary sigh, which does not release anything. Lets go on the bed holding back the weight with your forearms at the last minute. The
I quickly put the push of a side against the wall and lifted his head to look at him holding him with one hand.
I find myself staring at the profile serious, absorbed. I wish I could understand but what he thinks when he does that is almost impossible to guess.
She grabbed her shoulders and forced him to lie.
These beds are too small so that should be kept in balance with the leg to shore up the floor.
"I've only been postponed a week," she finally says and smiles.
"You do not know."
"Oh, I know."
remained staring in silence for a while '. I try to understand if he says seriously, but I find that I do not care. We do not want to think that far. A week in here is a life. Long. What interests me is this moment and the immediate need to relax. Henry
usually can make me star well. Today makes it so damn difficult.
I figure it's time to simplify and I lean on her face enough to brush against her lips with mine.
"Do not you miss your family?" She asks in a whisper. I rise
frowning extending both arms and it is my turn to sigh tired.
buries his face in the crook of her neck and move his head up and down.
Of course I miss them. From sick. What the hell kind of question is that? What is it? I ask, barely moving her lips, touching the edge of his shirt.
"I miss. Too, while I am moving my hand down my back in a way so languid as to seem impersonal. "I drain, "whispers convinced. Then I grab the hair on the neck and lifts her face to look at me and I will I see all his quiet desperation even pulls her lips into a nasty grin.
"What, you're not happy to be here?", I ask, using a tone intentionally stupid. "After all, what more do you want?", Freeing him from taking inflation. I'm going to sit with knees pushed up to plant in your side and in the gesture takes me a little bit of nastiness.
He laughs. It has a strange way of laughing. Hard enough.
"Happy ...", it just says that laughter is exhausted as if by magic. "But then what is happiness ..." He stops suddenly as if he realized that two in the morning you can not make do philosophy.
the avoidance of doubt, the first that comes to mind that maybe it's a good idea, attack humming the first stupid thing that comes to mind:
"Happiness is a feather pillow, the river water passing that goes ... ". I am also looking
out loud.
He rises on his elbows and stared at me as if it were to send me to hell.
Instead he sings. "It 's the rain that falls behind the curtains
happiness ..."
And we find ourselves singing phrases mutilated fishing from the memory of this song that contrasts with Veronica beyond the wall.
ends in a collective laugh.
"Maybe happiness is really a glass of wine with a sandwich," says Noemi looking out the door. "I've got 'na hungry!"
"No," Henry ago. "I vote for the feather pillow," a show of yawning and stretching before. "Happiness really did these things ..."
"Well, rega, 'I'm going to bed. 'Night. "
raised his hand in greeting and I stand up for myself when Henry grabs me by the wrist.
"What is your happiness?" He asks. And smiles. Quiet. I shake my
head. I do not know. I do not know if it actually exists.
Personally I like to think the immediate, right now.
"Sleep", then responds with a smile. "So I think I'm quite agree with you on the pillow of feathers."
"Then sleep," he says and pulls me to him.
Henry is uncomfortable to sleep with. He has a nasty habit of turning in bed and Russian, but after I get up and leave so relaxed that I feel an enormous task.
I can hardly keep my eyes open but he still does not sleep. He stared into space.
"Everything okay?" I can say.
nods. "I'm happy," she says, and also through the sleepy I can grasp the irony.
Even in this moment of total relaxation I can feel his torment, this swing between depression and euphoria that is our life here.
I wish I could say it's just a period that will not leave any trailing in us, but it would be stupid and a liar and does not deserve it.
I cling to him and close my eyes without replying.
Everyone survives as he can.
I sleep at last.